Dear diary, i'm starting to feel concern in regarding to the amount of coffee i can drink per day , to the point that i'think i might gonna just die from over dosage of caffeine very soon.The amount of caffeine i took in are far off thrice the amount of water i drink per day. HOOOOW:((( It's no longer something , i can control anymore. The urge, the desire of drinking that sip of coffee is indescribable in the morning.To make it worse, we've a Starbucks coffee maker machine right there at the pantry. How tempting is that ?!  Sooo shitttt...am i consider as a drug addict or so ? feels like one though *sigh* i suppose caffeine has its pros as well ? perhaps more pros than cons ? heheh...The worse thing of all ,  i have no plans of kicking that urge or habit off. IM SO DEAD :( But with all these complaints , i would still like to thank my lover , coffee because w/o it, i wouldn't be able to kill through all the morning blues i faced almost every single day . So thank you , coffee . It's a love-hate relationship actually. On another note, i wish time could just pass faster , just so i could welcome 2013 with open arms. *Anticipating......*